Once again, i'm lost. Lost in my thoughts, lost in my direction. Out of a sudden, it seems that someone messed up my schedule for life, erased my datas that i wrote for my celender and so on. Overall, i can't differentiate between what i should do and what i should not do.

Once again, i'm hurt. Hurt by the people close to me, hurt by people i consider important in my life. I don't even know what's the part that i'm wrong in. Wrong in expressing my feeling too much. I should hide them. I should not have shown. I should not have been myself. My fake self will be coming out again. A person that i don't even know of...

Will someone please find the unseen me?

Will someone just save me from this agony?

Will it be better if i just disregard everything?

Will it be better if i just dissolve away in thin air?

Will I feel better if i throw away unnecessary emotions?

Will I be able to let go of things and take into account of nothing-ness?

Will someone see me through me and find the real me?



PS: I need a break... Seriously need one...