Monday, March 08, 2010
It's been months since i last blogged. I've been busy with exams (crap..), work (i only work for 2 days in feb and will only work for 4 days in mar..), holidays (just came back from redang..). Basically, i'm just to lazy to blog. =D
Recently, i guess i have to start working on my emotional control. Probably pms. I could instantly get emo and get pissed easily. But, for good reasons. I'm not even sure my change of mood is out of pms.
I just came back from redang. Overall FUN!! I love banana boat!!! It's soo cheap and fun!! Though i got most of my injuries from it too.
Went there with cas, jor and 4 other jor's friends. Not too bad a trip. I paid them fully myself. So proud of it.
To see the photos there, please facebook them. =)
Thoughts that came to my mind whether in redang or when i'm back...
1. I got so worried when i heard news that she got infection from past operation wounds and have to operate to squeeze out pus that came out of nowhere. This happened when i'm in redang. My only emo reason when i'm there. Why such things when i'm not at home. I don't even want to talk about it with anyone. No good things will happen if you share with others.
2. People do get lost in control when playing especially when they are agitated. So if i happen to keep hitting someone continuously, it's not for nothing. Don't get pissed when you are not even sure why i don't stop attacking. If you get pissed for it, at least know the reason why i didn't stop attacking. Like where you hit me. If not i DO stop. (Especially you've thrown something at some part of my body when i'm in my emo state. I need to vent my anger sometimes and that's like so nicely a chance. You don't even understand me well don't judge me by i won't stop hitting someone once i start. Ask me where you hit me first if you really want to get piss. You'll then know i attack back for a reason.)
3. I think my mum finally used my as a good example when she's lecturing my siblings. She was commentting how i did not even take money from her since i'm working, how independant i am, how i didn't even ask her for extra for my redang trip, how i paid for all my expenses, transport, how i still have money to spare her without taking them back. I probably dreamt them. It's like the day when i return from redang. I bet i'm too tired. Well, if it's really true, it's a pity i haven't got my licence. She would have more to comment that i paid my my entire driving my own. (Credits to my sis for kindly sponsoring 200 bucks for the sake that i could drive her around in future when i own a car. -_-)
4. I don't really like people to comment i'm dumb or stupid when they're not even that smart themselves. Once or twice, fine. It's still kind of funny. When it starts to go on and on, it gets very very annoying. What's wrong with giving presents during april fool day. I meant for it as a joke.
5. I'm starting to take up more and more camps. Money wise and also for fun and leisure. More camps are coming up and i heard they need more people. Especially females. Tell me if you really want to go. Experienced ones please.... Without ones, i'm sorry that orientation camp is more preferred and afterwhich, it'smore comfortable for the company and you from them on. And mostly, the orientation only last 1 day the most 2..
Okie. That's mostly what i wanted to say. I going for camp on the 10th, i hope it would be fun. This time round i'm not a newbie anymore. Koref i'm coming~~ ^^
Will my tears please go back.. 11:05:00 PM