Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Realised i havent been blogging for almost a week. Not that i don't have anything to blog about, but more of too many thought crammed in my mind that i don't even know what i could blog. Lol.
Firstly, last friday.. I don't know at all where all my emo-ness comes from. Probably due to the fact that i felt ignored by everyone. That's lame. But ya.. Slightly. Especially from my family. My very kind partner commented that i'm already 18, what else do i expect. Why not say that me myself don't even know why would i still get so affected when i'm already so used to this all along. FangQi jsut said that no matter what i'm still a girl. No matter how old i am i would still want to be cared for and not be ignored. Wahaha. anyway, this topic is getting really silly. I got over it but still slightly bothered by it only. =D
PS: My stupid partner finally realised who i like. So dumb. Even the girls in my class that wasn't even close to me knew without me intending to let them. Anyway, he started to disturb me a little. Thanks. That proves how much Jordan cares about WeiQi after knowing her for so long.. FangQi comment: Tell him that he's vey dumb!
Went to work on sat. I can see that i'm so hardworking. Though i'm really tired and shag, i still drag myself to work. My school friend asked "Aren't you tired? You have to clock in and out of school from 9am to 5.30pm daily, have to teach tuition every wednesday and friday and on your weekends, you still have to work! Where did you find time to rest from?" I'm dumbfolded. My mind go blank of what i could reply with. In the end i just replied that i don't often work on both days of my weekends. But still, i asked myself.. 'Why am i working so hard for??' I don't spend money much. I don't shop alot. Normally unless i see something that i really, really, REALLY like, i won't buy it at all. I'm just saving for my licence.. Working really really hard for it. Not that i really like driving or will have a car to drive afte ri got my licence, it's just that i wanna prove myself to my family. Just prove that i could rely on myself to do what i want or what my mum wants better than the rest could. I know it's lame and stupid but that's just want i feel like doing for now. But seriously speaking, i'm tired.. Really tired of some things.. But i couldn't change anything.. Not a thing at all...
On sun, it's my day off. I cut my hair as i can't stand it. The weather's so hot that i feel that my hair's that think to trap all the heat. Went shopping for groceries with my dad after my hair cut and received info from zihui and kwanhoe that it's zihui's grandmother's birthday and all is invited to go her house and hangout/play. It's near where i am thus i just went over when my dad and i finished buying everything we needed. I went over and as usual, all the gambling gangs already started playing mahjong. LOL. Expected. Well, we started another table not long after but it was a cute one. We sat on the floor and used a rectangular coffee table. That's cute. The people using the normal table and chair were playing very intensely that they were silent and quiet. Although both tables were playing the same amount of bet, those on the ground ones were playing very very noisily and high, extremely hyper. (And people, not that i'm at that table okie.. =_^ --> anyway, where ever there's weiqi, there's fun. =D Hehe.) Had quite alot of fun. Intending to win some pocket money back but didn't at all. Loss a buck in the end. That was sad! Accompanied babe for bus looping one big round so that we could chat. In the end, she persuded me to make up some mind again. Believe me.. She might even be on the verge of exploding.
Nothing much happened on Mon. Other than there's some serious traffic jam in the morning whereby the bus were taking like forever. I'm very lucky or should say smart that when i see my bus coming from the other side, i dash across the bridge and caught up with my bus and luckily escaped from the jam after a few stops. But, i reached school around 8.10 to 8.15.. So early.
I had a conclusion that day that guys don't like replying messages at all.
Reasons being:
1. Didn't see the message, after a long time than see it and decide it could be ignored already as the situation or thing's over already. (I know i always do this.)
2. They are inexperienced in messaging girls.
3. He's just not that into you. (I got this from the movie title.)
Guys like replying thing that are short and no link.
E.g. 'Ya.' 'lol' 'lol thanks'
1. He's not interested.
2. He don't know what to say. (Equals to inexperienced.)
Now i know the reasons for people getting angry at me for not replaying. But i did try my best to improve alot already. (I'm serious.) But i'm starting to get annoyed by people replying me with short simple messages especially a work and i super super HATE the word 'lol' now. It is sooo irritating!!!!! If that's all that you could reply, what you expect the other party to reply you with. And if the other party still could continue, that would be something considered as lame and annoying.
My irritating partner commented that unless the girl is super chio or with damn big boobs, he wouldn't reply or reply boringly to the girl. Thanks lot Jordan. (BTW, the above isnt meant for jordan at all. He's just one of them..)
That's it. Conclusion for guys: Why hold a phone when you can't even be bothered to reply properly. And for your info jordan, your phone wouldn't even ring the whole day. That's right. Just wait and expect other's to call only whn needed. That's so
GUYS~~~ Argghh..
Nothing much happened on tues. Other than i'm forced to go home not long after i reach school by jordan to take my laptop to school as my school com's spoiled and it's hard for us to only survive with one com.
PS: I missed my bus that evening but i'm not sad or annoyed by it at all. Haha. =D
Will my tears please go back.. 10:17:00 AM