Thursday, July 02, 2009
Wanted to take mc for Friday but didn't in the end. When i reach the doc, they were out for lunch thus i don't even bother to wait and left. Still debating with myself whether to go Fiona's birthday celebration, decided that i should go home and change first. I board up the first bus i saw to go home. But, i missed the first bus stop due to messaging, half expecting the bus 32 to go straight to the 2nd bus stop near my house instead, it turned around a corner. What the hell!! I forgot that this bus wouldn't go straight. Cursing and swearing at my stupidity, i realised that the bus could go to Poh Siah's house and i might as well go over as the rest going to Fiona's chalet were all gathering there. Nearly lost my way AGAIN when i missed ANOTHER bus stop that i should alught but luckily, i remembered the street name and could walk from another bus stop. Amazing me huh. Lol..
Went over, played and little bit of card games, my luck wasn't that bad.. Had some chit-chatting session with the girls and realised that no matter how long i disappear or MIA from the clique, they will still be the same old clique that i could rely on and i could easily blend myself in again. With this thinking, it
makes my cold heart feels warm though the night.
I seriously love you guys!!! Though things might change sometimes but still,
we're still together and will still be.PS: Why do i have this stupid feeling that i might be irritating him or be too meddlesome at some stuffs. Whatever it is, i'm just trying to help. I don't wanna get hated for anything. I just can't stand anyone not at their usual self or sad and bothered about things. If it's me, fine, whatever,, I can't see or take note of it. But if it's other people, i just can't pretend i didn't see that something is wrong. Maybe i'm just too 'kpo'. Maybe i should change this meddlesome character. I guess some people would just prefer to be left alone. To think of it, i'm like that too..
Will my tears please go back.. 11:59:00 PM