Thursday, March 05, 2009
I failed my stupid FTT.. So sad and depressing lo. Was kindof confident however, the result prove me wrong. Anyway, wasn't really prepared for it either. I was too tired on that day too. Keep dozing off while waiting for my test time. Applied for my PDL (while waiting) topped my account with money so as to be abe to book lessons online(sick off having to wait for Q number).
During my test, out of a sudden while checking answer halfway through, i had the urge to press end test. Did it and regret immediately. Got no choice and no other option thus slowly make my way to the ubi bus stop and waited for 15. Got a 21 bus ticket and made my wish(Hope it will come true soon). Met him in the bus halfway through!! My god. Of all days of our holidays, off all timings and the possibility that i change the meeting venue with fangqi also the timing that i press end date and stroll over to the bus stop depressingly, i met him!! It was super shocking. I was looking like crap as i thought i will just go over to take my test and go home rest first before meeting her. Haix. But the fact that we met, it really really makes my day and threw all of my bad thoughts and emo-ness away! Hehx..
Went to ecp to stroll and throw all my sadness into my favourite sea, i felt so much better. Thank you fangqi for the meaningful suggestions. Seriously thinking about it and will make those thinkings into action. Don't worry. =)
Super shag thus sleeping early. Heading towards koref early in the morning next day. tata.
PS: Really really misses him and was super glad that we met. Hate the me for being so weak when it comes to relationship. I will become stronger. Just you wait. =DDD
Will my tears please go back.. 7:40:00 PM