Thursday, February 12, 2009
Had a rather free day today, mostly revision lessons. Knowing that i still have projects that were half done, but i prefer to slow down my pace a little.
Been nick named as Bangawan
solo again for joining the girls and go lecture. Had my cash card stuck in a atupid photocopy machine by ying haw for slotting it in even though the machine was not functioning.
When lesson ends, rush out of my class to hurry our to bus stop again and matthew said to me while waiting for the lift ' Kuai dian.. Bus yao pao le'. Luckily i think i didn't miss my bus. Saw him at the bus stop and we were given a nice lolly from a christian society and well, the lollys look super hard.. I didn't really dare to eat it as the color was ummmm. too..
Only till today then i realise how impossible and wishful my thinking is. Well, chit chatted with him and realise how far apart we still are. The silent moments were still there..
Maybe i'm thinking too much but somehow i can sense a tini bit of unhappy in him. Maybe it's due to his tiredness but our topic make it sounds as though we were trying to find something out when there's nothing really.
PS: why do guys always like to say the same things when asked 'why you never go find a girlfriend?'
the same answer 'mei you kong'.. whyyyy??
he got nudged and i wish to know why..
Will my tears please go back.. 6:58:00 PM