Thursday, December 04, 2008
Guess what? I decided to follow piggy's words and treat him like a normal friend instead of an 'idol' or 'god'... In the end, our distances are slightly closer now. We could talk better like normal. Not much time alone though. But at least it's a start for me. Super high de. Though over eyes still met and is kind of embarassing but i tried to start conversations wiith him and his group of friends. It was so hard and scary.. We were all from different frequencies! But i'm still trying my best.
我不希望我的生命中持有任何的遺憾...I was kind of too early today and got on a bus that's normally a bus i will miss and reach school 10 mins earlier. Can you believe it, it's the first time i'm early. =P My friend commented that too. 'His' good friend was there too and the first thing he ask is [never see 'him' ar?]. And he smirked. What does that mean lo. But well today we talked crap in class. At least it's something. Hehe.. In my lala land. (Whenever i'm happy). But weird though, though i'm happy but a mixed up feelings were fighting against each other in my heart. Things might be better. But, the thought of disappointment were scary. Didn't really know that it's so hard to have a one-sided love.
世上最痛苦的就是我就在你身邊而你卻不知我愛你. This isn't unreal though. It's kind of
hurtful sometimes...
Taught zuraida, denise, jasmine, xin wei, santi, shi yong and jennifer to play ultimate idiot as our lesson end early and we're waiting for class to start. Rihanna was our audience. Overall, denise is the ultimate idiot as she got tricked by me to become level 6 from level 3 lor. lol. But that means me too la. The rest other than zuraida and denise were so quiet. (zuraida level 5.) They should relax more when playing game.
Haix. He and his friends were all having their licence soon. Sad. I can't even go register yet.
Turning 18 soon~ (Long-waited) Well, not much of a special feeling. But still hope the same: May my wish comes true. (
o^_
^o)
*hope everything can go well (hmm..)
PS:
我要已我的方式證明: 只要相信, 期待就能成真! Miracles
might happen.
I wish...Updated pictures for the last post. Should be fun viewing..
Will my tears please go back.. 8:33:00 PM